I've try, but..., Trillions sorry dear ;(

Dear,

Sorry im not a good lover as i did before.
Sorry I cant spend so much time with u as I've being so busy.
Sorry my love not strong enough like as u love me.
Sorry I cant take care of u very well coz I'm so far from u.
Sorry if u felt like i dunt care much bout u.
Sorry I cant be ur gud n loyal companion every each time.
Sorry for making u sad.
Sorry for hurting u.
Sorry for broke ur heart.
Sorry I cant take it anymore.
Sorry for everything as there are so much sorry that i wanna say.
Sorry. Thats all i can say :'( nothing much i can do.

U such a good lover. & I wanna LOVE U. but I cant ;( i dont deserve for u. I try so hard before. & pretending that I'm so in luv wif u. But actually its only just not more dari perasaan suka & sayang. Rite now i belief theres no cinta from me for u. I lie to u while i trying to luv u. I fail to fall in love wif u =(( Once again, Im sorry...

I have a teribble life before which is nobody knows bout this, and the only one knows is my family but not all they know bout it :) & i have ever promise to myself to face it alone and wont tell it to anyone. The past leave me a big scar which i cant forget! Now, there are no more tears anymore. But tonite all that burst & hurt me again. & i cant keep it any longer. The time have come. & it burst. Everyhing juz hit on my head. and i cant think any. I'm hopeless. So, i'll let it go one by one....

I dont want u to be the victim of my past. So, i'll let u go first as i also cant love u sincerely :( Its better to hurt now than to be hurt later, coz i know it much more painfull..

I Love U. yes. but, the love only a love of a fren :) not more than that. Hope u'll understand :)

Take care dear. & Thx for everything :) & Hopefully u'll get a better life after this & get someone who can really love u, take care of u & make u happy ever after :D

With Love,
Redz....~