Sudah lah.. SUDAH!

I can't take it any more. Can I STOP! Please lah, aku dah tak tahan lagi nak tanggung semua ni. Give me some more spaces, so that, aku tak lemas and I can breath well. I need time for myself to think of, at least a second. Sebelum ini aku dah banyak berkorban, bukan saja dari segi harta benda tapi hati dan perasaan jugak :'( I'm not a robot. Nak kena jugak jaga hati perasaan sendiri. But, I CAN'T!!! Dek kerana terlalu menjaga hati dan perasaan orang lain, aku sampai terlupa nak jaga hati dan perasaan sendiri! All this while, I'm just pretending that I'm happy and feel enough with my life.. But the truth is its not. Its not like how u think bout me, its not like how u feel bout me :( My life if full with dilemma.. Aku serba salah antara aku dan kau, which one yg lebih penting? Of course la for others, the answer is ourself.. Tapi.. tapi.. kau buat aku serba salah and dalam banyak perkara tentang kita I can't be selfish.. U create the drama.. U trick me.. U make me how stupid I am! Hate it! I wasted my my time, I wasted my feel, I wasted a lot of things just for you. Dan sekarang ni, aku bukan nak mintak benda lepas yang dah berlalu, aku cuma nak u STOP all this. Make it fullstop and end its forever. Maybe gudbye will make it better :)

p/s: Bukan sekali tapi dah berkali-kali..